Some days it is so hard to feel God beside me, even though I know he is. Mornings like these I don't want to get out of bed, don't have the energy to fake the smile behind the pain anymore. But this song reminds me that however hard the days might be, I don't know what God's purpose is. Because what if His blessings come through raindrops?

"Cause what if your blessings come through rain drops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near

What if my greatest disappointments or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can't satisfy
What if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are your mercies in disguise" -Laura Story